I didn't know I yapped this much.

You people never take a break, that's fine.  I miss you all too. 

I'm ok.  Going to school, loving it. 

*blows everyone kisses*
(you know who they're meant for)

Maybe you're just jaded from some nobody's unforgotten words
Maybe you're just faded, a little gray from every time that you've been hurt
So you're lookin for your skin that you never did fit in
You can't hide when you're turned inside out
Love is looking for you now

Maybe you been burnin' but you can't blow out a flame that you can't find
Maybe you've been thirsty but the rain just aint enough when you're this dry
So you're runnin' from the water and the fire's getting hotter
I think you better find some lever ground
Love is lookin' for you now
Love is lookin' for you now

Maybe you been wearing the shoes that someone else is wearing now
Maybe you've been swearing forever might have already run out
You can't love yourself at the expense of someone else
You can't hide a liar from the truth
Love is lookin' for you
Love is lookin' for you

I've been looking for you
Baby I've been lookin…..
I've been looking for you

Yep.  I'm an Eagles fan.  If you enjoy football you know the pain I'm feeling.  I've heard over and over again from commentators about how we NEED TO....fuck TO, I'd rather lose without him then win with him. 

Monday we got our asses handed to us by Seattle.  I guess I'd rather it be Seattle than some lukewarm team.  It still hurts.

McNabb has always made me nervous.  I'm not sure what it is about him.  I know we're gonna have him for about a decade and I can only hope that his absense for the rest of the season will benefit us in the years to come.

For some time we were relying on defense to get us through games without looking completely awful but now it seems both offense and defense are completely lacking.

Sunday we play the Giants.  I loathe the Giants.  Don't get me wrong, great team but I'm from Philly, ya see.  :D

Anyway, that was my vague girly football rant.

E A G L E S           EAGLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Like you all were waiting for some newsletter.  Pssh.  I'm not stupid. 

I found out some news that didn't strike me well so I've been extra grouchy.  Will I go into it now?  No dammit.

So I'm finally getting a feel for being back on the pc.  If I get it all back, you're all in trouble and I mean that in the worst way.

Yep.  :)

~Mishalish

I gotta say that Orkut works much better since he's been gone.     HOWEVER he is greatly missed over there.  

Well you know, I'm sure Im not that missed.  I get into my chatty modes than I fade away.  I'm trying not to let a certain individual not talking to me determine my self-worth so I'd rather just stay away rather it bothering me.

 

Where's my girl Brandy, I miss her in all sorts of ways.  :D

 

Love yas,

Mishy

(thank you Johann, you're amazing, always)


A very attractive blonde woman from Alabama arrived and bet twenty-thousand dollars ($20,000) on a single roll of the dice.

She said, "I hope y'all don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I'm completely nude."

With that, she stripped from the neck down, rolled the dice and yelled,
"Come on, baby, Mama needs new clothes!" As the dice came to a stop she jumped
up and down and squealed..."YES! YES! I WON, I WON!"

She hugged each of the dealers and then picked up her winnings and her
clothes and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumfounded.

Finally, one of them asked, "What did she roll?"

The other answered, "I don't know - I thought you were watching."

Moral -


Not all Alabamians are stupid and not all blondes are dumb, but all men are men.

Today was a really awkward day.  I really have no way to explain it.  Like I felt anxious but there was not a thing I should have been waiting for and I was glued to my computer.

I lost a good friend of mine, he didn't die or anything, but there was a major break in trust which was my fault, totally.  Every few days he'll e-mail to ask how I am.  Very basic stuff.  "just wanted to see if things were ok"....

So I got one of those yesterday and I replied to it, I knew I wouldn't get an immediate response, but yet I stayed around and kept looking.  I dunno if I felt better knowing that I knew he wasn't gonna write back or if I was hopeful that I'd hear from him...maybe a little of both.

Anyway I wouldn't describe today as being very good.  I really accomplished nothing and put myself into an even bigger hole of slacking. 

By the way, I really appreciate the feedback, I know I don't keep up well with anyone but it makes me feel like I have someone who listens.  Thank ya's. :)

Love,
Mishy

I guess I should be used to it by now.  I can't wait till school starts for the kids.  They're driving me crazy.  My new hobby is to make them go outside.

"Git!"

It sucks because their friends are on vacation so they're really bored and I need to find new things to do with them.

Oh well, Corona time for me.  :)

Happy Sunday ya'll.

I started my day by wishing my Dutch friend who now lives in Ireland a Happy Hump Day.   I'm only saying this because I'm clearly not thinking correctly so hopefully I'll get through this without a bang. 

I watched a neighbors kids earlier as a favor to her and I didn't mind.  When she came to pick them up she asked about tomorrow and Thursday as well.  She offered me money but I decided I couldn't accept it, I told her that believe it or not, having her kids here was a break for me because they keep mine occupied and out of my way.  I just get the feeling that this might become a habit, and if it does, no longer will it jsut be a favor, but I'll charge.  *flexes*

I took a Real Estate Licensing course over a year ago and I NEED to take my final exam.  I've been putting it off entirely.  I really really need to change my life and I can't think of a better start than to get a career going, ya know?  So any studying tips would be welcomed.

I bought a box, yes a box, of wine today and it's really very good for a box.  I think they are underrated.  Yep.  :)

I guess that's it.  I'll probably start posting the less serious stuff for everyone to read.  Not like I'm special, but still.  :)

Mishy

changed e-mail addresses again, hopefully to slap a few people in the face when they decide to e-mail me back and get a mail delivery sub..

Am I evil?  No I don't think so.  I just don't want to torture myself by checking my e-mail every 5 minutes or so.  That's what I've been doing ALL day today..

Why do certain males like to just avoid things for a while then tackle an issue instead of just tackling it when it happens?  It doesn't make sense to me and I'm tired of waiting for this one person to decide when he's ready.

(told ya'll I'd ramble later)

From what I call my life.  I've had some trouble with an individual in real life and I had to hide for a bit.  Mess it was.

BUT I'M BACK!!

And......I'm trying to figure this place out, it's quiet frustrating..I'll work on that, though. 

I guess now that I'm here I gotta be frustrated till I play enough to figure this out.

Things should just be simple.  When I first got here, in my "photos" I had pictures of dogs and shit.

Weird stuff.  :)